I Became the Father of 9 Girls After My First Love Passed Away

I took in the nine daughters that my first love left behind, believing I was giving them a future. I never expected they were the ones holding onto a past that would change everything I thought I knew.

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My name is Daryl, and here’s my story.

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Since high school, I’d only ever loved one woman, Charlotte. But we were never able to be together.

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Years later, she died at age 35, leaving behind her nine daughters, who were half-sisters, with no willing parents. Charlotte had them over the years, with four different men. All four fathers were unable to take them in. Two had died, one was in prison, and the other had left the country.

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But the truth was, none of the fathers actually wanted to be parents.

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We were never able to be together.

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When I heard what happened to Charlotte and her kids, through a former high school friend who helped me keep tabs on her life, I couldn’t just walk away. I’d already had the pleasure of meeting Charlotte’s children

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I immediately discovered where the children had been taken and arrived unannounced.

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I’ll never forget the look on the social worker’s face when I told her I wasn’t leaving without all nine girls.

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The adoption process took time.

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I wasn’t leaving without all nine girls.

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But the social worker didn’t want the girls stuck in the system or separated, so she worked behind the scenes to fast-track the process. In the meantime, since no one else wanted them, all the girls lived with me under a trial period.

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People called me insane. I had moments when I believed they were right.

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My parents were so unsupportive of my decision that they even stopped calling me!

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People would whisper, loud enough for me to hear, behind my back, “What’s a man like him doing with nine girls who look nothing like him?”

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People called me insane.

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But I didn’t care. All I could think about was the girls. I had a deep desire to save them. For Charlotte, and for the love I still carried for her.

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I’d never married or had children of my own, so the concerns people had were valid. And honestly, life wasn’t easy as a new parent of nine.

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At first, the girls were afraid and didn’t trust me. Even social workers worried I might hurt them.

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But every single day, I proved that I deserved to be their father.

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I had a deep desire to save them.

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I sold everything I owned that would give me a leg up. Luckily, I already had stable housing and some savings.

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I also worked double shifts until my hands bled. At night, I spent time learning how to braid hair from YouTube.

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Slowly, we started growing closer, and I was allowed to adopt them.

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As time passed, I began to forget that they weren’t actually my biological daughters. I grew to love them more than anything in this world, and I did everything in my power to make them happy.

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The years passed, but we remained close, even after they grew up.

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I also worked double shifts.

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On the 20th anniversary of Charlotte’s death, my babies showed up at my house without warning.

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Of course, I was over the moon! The thing is, we hardly saw each other as much as I would’ve liked. We were all together only twice a year, at Christmas or Easter.

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To celebrate being together on such a special occasion, I made dinner.

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We spent some time remembering their mother. But all evening, I noticed that my daughters sat with strange expressions on their faces. They also barely spoke.

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My babies showed up at my house.

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I could feel something was wrong, but I didn’t want to spoil such a rare occurrence.

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Then suddenly, my oldest daughter, Mia, said, “Dad, there’s something we need to confess. We’ve actually been hiding this from you our whole lives. But it’s time for you to know the truth.”

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“What happened? What’s going on?” I asked.

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Mia looked at me carefully before answering.

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“Mom never stopped loving you.”

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Her words gave me a sinking feeling in my stomach. The room went quiet.

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“It’s time for you to know the truth.”

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“What?” I said, barely comprehending what she’d said.

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My other daughter, Tina, reached into her bag and pulled out a bundle of old envelopes, tied together.

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“We found these in our old house years ago. They’re letters. Mom wrote them about you.”

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I stared at them.

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“She never sent them,” Mia explained. “We didn’t understand why at first… but when we got older, we read them. We thought they’d help us know her better.”

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“Mom wrote them about you.”

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I swallowed hard. “And what did they say?”

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Mia didn’t hesitate. “That you were the love of her life.”

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All those years thinking she’d moved on. All those unanswered questions.

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And finally this.

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“There’s one we didn’t read,” my daughter said. She stepped forward and handed me a single envelope.

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It was sealed. Untouched.

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“And what did they say?”

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“That one felt different,” Mia said. “Like it wasn’t meant for us. Also, the envelope is addressed to you.”

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I took it slowly.

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“Dad… you should read it,” she added.

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The weight of it sat heavily in my hands.

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“You’ve had it all these years?”

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“We didn’t know how to give it to you. We weren’t sure what her last words to you were, and we worried they might be bad news for us. Maybe she was asking you to stay far away and find a life of your own,” Kira said.

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“Dad… you should read it.”

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“And then… time just kept passing,” I finished.

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That made more sense than anything else.

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I looked down at the envelope again.

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My name was written in her handwriting.

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“Go on,” Mia said gently.

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Carefully, I opened it and started reading.

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“Go on.”

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“Daryl,

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If you’re reading this, then I’ve either found the courage I didn’t have… or I’ve run out of time.

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I don’t know how to explain why I stayed away. I’ve tried a hundred times, and every time it sounded like an excuse. You were never just someone from my past.

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You were the life I thought I’d have.”

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I paused for a second, steadying myself.

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“I don’t know how to explain why I stayed away.”

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Then I kept going.

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“I wanted to tell you the truth so many times.

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I wrote letters. I kept them.

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I told myself I’d send them when the time was right.

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But I waited too long. There’s something you deserve to know.”

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My heart started to pound.

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“I wanted to tell you the truth so many times.”

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I continued reading,

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“After our brief night together in high school… I got pregnant. When I told my parents, they didn’t give me much of a choice. When I refused to have an abortion, they pulled me out of school.

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Took me away. Cut off everything that connected me to that life, including you.”

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My hands trembled as I read on, tears springing to my eyes.

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“I didn’t get to say goodbye. And I didn’t get to tell about being a father.

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Our daughter grew up strong. Kind. She has your heart.”

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“After our brief night together in high school… I got pregnant.”

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The words blurred for a second before I forced myself to focus again. I stopped reading and lifted my eyes toward Mia. She, like the others, was watching me in anticipation. I looked back down at the letter.

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“I told myself I was protecting you. That I was giving you a chance at a different life.

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But the truth is… I was scared. If I ever got the chance, I would’ve told you everything. I would’ve told you that I never stopped loving you. You deserved to know that. If you’re reading this now… I’m sorry it took this long.

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And I hope, somehow, you found your way to us.

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—Charlotte.”

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“I told myself I was protecting you.”

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A tear slipped down before I could stop it. Nine faces looked back at me, waiting.

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I lowered the letter slowly. Then, I got up and walked toward Mia.

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“You knew?” I asked quietly.

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She nodded. “We figured it out when we read the letters. But we didn’t know how to tell you.”

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I looked at her. And suddenly… things made sense. The way she carried herself and looked at me sometimes, as if there was something unspoken between us.

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“You knew?”

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Then I pulled her tightly into my arms.

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“I don’t need a DNA test.”

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Mia let out a broken laugh. “I know.”

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I pulled back and gestured for the other eight to join us, and we shared a huge hug!

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“You’re all my daughters,” I said. “That doesn’t change anything.”

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And it didn’t.

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“You’re all my daughters.”

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I folded my first love’s letter carefully and set it on the table.

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Mia wiped her eyes. “I thought you’d be more shocked.”

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“I am,” I admitted. “I just… don’t feel lost.”

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That seemed to surprise them.

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One of the younger ones, Nelly, asked, “You’re not upset?”

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“No,” I said honestly. “I think I spent enough years being upset about things I didn’t understand.”

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“I thought you’d be more shocked.”

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We’d settled together at the kitchen table by then when I explained, “At the end of the day, nothing important changed,” they exchanged glances.

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“What do you mean?” Mia asked.

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“I raised nine daughters. I showed up every day and made the choices I did because I wanted to, not because I had to. Finding out you’re mine… that doesn’t add anything new. It just explains why it always felt right.”

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“What do you mean?”

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Mia’s face softened. “Dad, you’re the best.”

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For the first time that night, the tension in the room eased.

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Dina spoke up quietly. “We were scared. We didn’t want things to change.”

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They didn’t. If anything, something had finally settled into place.

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After dinner, we moved into the living room.

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But things felt different then. Lighter. Like something that had been quietly waiting in the background had finally been said out loud. Mia sat beside me. Not across the room. Not at a distance. Beside me.

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“We were scared.”

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She leaned her head slightly against my shoulder, the way she used to when she was younger.

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For a second, it caught me off guard. Then I let myself relax into it.

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“You ever wonder what would’ve happened if she told you back then?” she asked.

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I thought about it. “Yeah, I used to.”

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“And now?”

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“Now I think… we ended up where we were supposed to.”

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Mia was quiet for a moment. Then she smiled. “I like that answer.”

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“You ever wonder what would’ve happened if she told you back then?”

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Later, Lacy brought out dessert, something they’d picked up on the way.

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“You didn’t think we’d show up empty-handed, did you?” she said.

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“Wouldn’t put it past you,” I joked.

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We cut into it together, passing plates around, talking over each other again. The way we used to. The way we always did when things felt right.

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At some point, someone asked, “So, what do we do now?”

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“Wouldn’t put it past you.”

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I looked at all nine of them. Women now.

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Strong. Independent. Different in their own ways.

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And still… mine.

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“We keep going,” I said.

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That was it. No big speech.

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No dramatic moment. Just the truth.

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I looked at all nine of them.

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Later that night, after most of them had settled in or started heading out, I found myself back at the kitchen table. Charlotte’s letter was still sitting where I left it. I picked it up again. Ran my fingers over her handwriting.

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For years, I thought our story had ended without closure.

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But this made me realize that we had just taken different paths.

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One of them led right back here.

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I smiled to myself. “You always did things your own way.”

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I thought our story had ended without closure.

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“Talking to Mom again?” a voice said behind me.

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I turned. Mia stood there, leaning against the doorway.

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“Something like that,” I said.

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She walked over and sat across from me. “You know, she used to talk about you.”

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“Oh, yeah?”

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“Yep. She’d say you were the only person who ever made her feel completely understood.”

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I raised an eyebrow. “Sounds like her.”

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“Talking to Mom again?”

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“She was right, you know,” Mia added.

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“About what?”

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She smiled. “About you.”

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I didn’t respond because I didn’t need to.

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Because for the first time in a long time… I believed it.

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The following morning, I woke up and spent some time thinking. Then I picked up my phone and sent a message to the group chat we’ve had for years. “Breakfast next Sunday. All of you. No excuses.”

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The replies came in almost instantly: laughing, complaining, greeing — the usual.

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I smiled. And for the first time in a long time, I felt like nothing was missing anymore.

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“Breakfast next Sunday. All of you. No excuses.”

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